I am the type of person that tries to protect what I hold dear
I try putting my friends ahead of myself
I try helping my friends
Sometimes it feels like my head is just above the water
But I put on a smile and try to continue
I hold everything in
I try my hardest to make my friends happy
My greatest fear is losing everyone and being alone
I try to hold everything close
I’m selfish for wanting my best friend to guard herself against her girl friend
I’m selfish in my wants
I abuse my best friend
Yes I am this horrible person
I ignore what my friend wants just to have my own way
Maybe by protecting all I do is hurt
I just want to k
Falling
Falling from the heavens
Falling from my home
Unable to stop my fall
Unable to move a muscle
An endless pain washes through my body
An outcast with no home
A man without a country
Stripped of my dignity,
Pride,
And all that made me angelic
Now I am lost
My wings gone
Only a scar to mark where they once where
I have been stripped of all I had
Now I fall to the earth below
Destined to be with only human kind
Devoid of my brothers and sisters
Now I am the fallen
All because I would not fight my family
Now I am cast aside
Like them
What do we do when a war wages inside us?
When both halves want to different things?
Every day the wages
Neither gaining nor losing ground
Non-selfish against selfish
Trying not to think about it is the hardest part
To avoid it
We try to just ignore it
But we can not
Being a good friend
Or being selfish
We ask ourselves what to do?
Do we give up?
Or keep fighting and hope we find a solution?
How do we find a solution?
Hoping for a solution doesn’t help
Avoiding doesn’t help
we wish we knew what to do
We go through life like fish flopping around on a deck
We must make things up as we go along
And live with the choices we mak
Vocaloid Fanfic: Zombie Revenge Song. by Yenihime, literature
Literature
Vocaloid Fanfic: Zombie Revenge Song.
Rotting now, and forever, why are we not together.
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Yenihime had been sitting in the same spot that she had been in for what seemed like eternity. Though she didn't even know what the time was anymore, what day it was, if it was night or day, how many hours had passed, or days, or weeks, or whatever amount of time it was, time had no meaning to her anymore. Every second was filled with constant thoughts jamming their way into her mind, uncontrollably. She was helpless to the situation. "Why did you abandon me? Why aren't we together? Why aren't you here with me?" That a